i feel so dull...i feel so null

11th January 2005

woke up this mornin....with tones on my head...
WORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORK!
i haven't finished this..or that..i haven't filed this or that....
work just never ends...!
as i wonder will i ever end?......
its draining me out...and it makin me dull...n not forgetting...null..!

woke up this mornin....with non on my head...
noOne to remember...noOne to miss....
never felt so lost...think i need a fork....
as i drove my way to work....
and wonder does anything work?
its just draining me out...makin me dull..makin me null

woke up this mornin....with my hand holding a tale..
..and all i thought was about yesterdays stale...
still lingerin on my lace.... looking so lost...feeling so worst....
...wondering what's there to burst?
as its drainig me out...makin me dull....somewhat null

woke up this mornin....feeling denied...
looking back to those that made me tied...
tryin my best to find that guide...
...wonderin what... i need to ride?
as its draining me out...makin me dull...somewhat null

woke up this mornin....just another day...
as i wanted so bad to just stay n lay..
but i need to push and sway sway away..
waiting for u to come and stay...

(* i'm in dat desperateLy-wanting -2b-wit- someOne mood...think i lack sugar kot this mornin....gonna make me some cofffeee....sum sweetsweet coffee....aaaah)

C h EeeeeE R S!

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